Bad Mood

I'm in such a ratty mood today!!

Last night i went onto Trackitt and someone who started their PR case after us has already received their PR. The medicals were submitted after ours I'm so upset.

Too many people have said to me ..."jemma if you didn't have bad luck you would have no luck"

I'm fed up of it always being on my mind, I'm fed up of people always asking about my PR

If you go by the standard time lines we shouldn't hear anything until mid August.

But after last nights shock who knows ....

I'm tired

each night there has been really bad thunder and lightening storms. it get so hot before the storm then Hamish freaks out during the storm so i end up getting very little sleep.

Today we went to stampede and i decided to try and eat till i puked to make myself feel better (yeah i know it wasn't my brightest idea)

Breakfast was 6 diddy doughnuts
Snack - tornado potato (basically one potato cut into a spiral on a stick and deep fried)
then lunch - 2/3 of a burger and some fries
then some candy floss, but not actually that much

and yes i feel sick!! But at the time it was allllllll good

we did go to the Rodeo which i enjoy ... for those who are against rodeo for animal rights, I'm right there with you, but even the animal activists believe that its only the Calf Roping that is in anyway cruel to the animal ...

i don't know, before we moved here i was TOTALLY against it, however, its part of farming life and I'm most ranches around Calgary the ranchers will take better care of their animals than themselves!!

Sorry Lou i do have photos of cowboys but i cant be bothered uploading them (see the rant about my bad mood above ;) )

Back to work tomorrow but it should be fairly quite since it is stampede week.

Also hoping for a package from Sam to arrive, not that I'm stalking my postie or anything.

and counting down the days till my in laws arrive (a week on Wednesday)

on the bright side i am looking incredibly brown due to all the time Ive been spending outside and my online natural cure (Listerine in a spray bottle) seems to have significantly reduced the number of bites I'm getting (although i currently have ONE really bad one behind my knee and one on my back - trust me two bites in the last week is better than the 15 i got on one day with just bug spray on!!

OK i think I'm all ranted out now ...

Hope everyone has a great week!!

and Ya-hoooooooooooo