The last few weeks have been super tough for me, the last few years have been hard.
when things get tough i shut down, i shut people i care about out. I don't respond to e-mails or phone calls and people think im cold and being a b!tch. The truth of the matter is im an only child, this is how i act, i try and build up my strength from within so i can go on, so that i can face the world again and not let anyone or anything knock me down.
sometimes it gets too much
over the last couple of days i have opened up to some people i really trust, i was surprised by the support i got, i was surprised that these people cared i was surprised how much better i felt after speaking with them.
sometimes its easier to shut down, but most of the time its easier to take it to those that you trust to build you up again sometimes you need that support that cheerleader to let you know its going to be ok, that you will get through this and that they will be there for you.
Barry i know a lot of this hasn't been easy for you and some of it has shocked and rocked you, but the second i said i needed you you changed, you became the support i needed you became that influence that i needed.
Barry i love you.
friends who are always there for me, i love you guys too xx
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Whatever it is thats got you down, I hope things brighten up for you and get a bit easier.
What's the quote...
It's always darkest before the dawn.
I know things seem bad but just keep in mind the things that really matter like a great husband and great friends and you can get through just about anything!
You know my shoulder is always there for you Jems xxxxx
Just sending {{{{{hugs}}}}}
You know where to find me ...
Eileen xx
Hi Jemma!
I remember you too from the TM NSBD. :-) Hey I am an only child too and can totally relate...hope things are looking better for you. {hugs}
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